[ 我很幸福 ]

If the tears could build a stairway

And memories were a lane

We would walk right up to heaven

And bring you back again

Our hearts still ache in sadness

And secret tears still flow

What it meant to lose you

No one can ever know

We think of you in silence

We often speak your name

Your memory is our keepsake

With which we'll never part

Since you'll never be forgotten

We pledge to you today

A hallowed place within our hearts

Is where you'll always stay

God has you in his keepings

We have you in our hearts

Author Unknown

I'm Counting Those Endless, Numbered Days

I’ve decided to post this up early in order to let me have time to think of who I’ve left out…(: so this will be updated prob a few days from now with the new peeps (((((: I lub joo guys.

K.

Well, the official day of leaving Shanghai for me is going to be around August 15th.

It's now July 8th.

There's still a month and a half between these two dates but I don't know how long I'm gonna stay here in taiwan. Possibly in two days, a week, three weeks, a month.

Maybe I'll just head off to Victoria from Taipei.

And between this a month and a half, I know I won't be able to talk to a lot of you guys, cuz of time difference, being in different places...or simply because we just didn't get the chance to.

So.

On a happier note, I'm leaving a few words of wisdom behind me (by now, all of you guys should be going “OMG JEAN’S WORDS OF WISDOM!!”, later written was “WOW” ß now all of you wowers should be going “OMG WOW! HAVE TO LISTEN! XD). However, I do know that with my lacking memory I’m bound to forget a few people in my shoutouts. Thus. This will not be a shoutout (o.o?) OK I don’t even know where I’m going now. Anyway. Scratch that. And since I know some of you will just read your own and not bother scrolling down to the end of the page, I’ll give me conclusion…in the beginning…of my speech o.O(?) I have millions of thanks held inside me, with no way to spit them all out at once at you guys. I have countless things I want to say, the fun, sad, hilarious, angry, nonsense, OMG, you NU-NOB!!!!, etc. times. (I know this is getting really squishy and disgusting but bear with me). Yes, I will now wrap it up. I love each and everyone of you guys soooooooo much. Without you guys, I would not be where I am today (I feel like I’m writing my death wish/ when I get out of college shoutout). So, thank you to everyone who was there for me. Even if throughout the year we only said hello to each other when we passed the hallway.

Thank you.

Jennifer FU:

Well Jennifer, you know how much I love you. This whole year was full of laughter and smiles and sadness and everything I can think of (can’t really think of anything right now I’m brain dead >. <!) I’ve learnt from you the “INSTINCTS OF A WOMAN” (o.O), so much to do with relationships, and more to do with friends. I still remember those hilarious moments with your jokes of that kid and the teacher…ok, it was sort of wrong but it was funny (: Jennifer, you have this…aura around you. This big, comfy, warm aura that attracts people to you – and I was one of the attracted. Through you, I’ve experienced so much joy, sadness, anger, and frustration. You’ve led me to the light at the end of the tunnel (I know this is corny, bear with me (:) It’s been just a magnificent, fabulous year with you. I love you (:

WOW: You know, now I know why you have white hair so soon in your life. BECAUSE EVERYONE KEEPS TALKING TO YOU ABOUT THEIR PROBLEMS AND YOU LISTEN TO THEM AND YOU START THINKING ABOUT IT AND YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO AND YOU THINK THIS AND THAT AND EVERYTHING AND IT ALL GOES BOOM. And then a white hair appears (: . So. In other words. (k I don’t know what other words to use.) ANYWAY (: don’t think too much about everything (: God gave people their limits, but the white hair just isn’t worth it. And remember to have your ipod always charged (: that kid on the bus ain’t worth it either ((((((:

Lucy HUANG:

Lucy, Lucy, my home base buddy (THAT RHYMES!) K, you remember that whole smell thing I had going on? Like, smelling someone and seeing things XD? K yah, I think you do. Puppies and pink (: . Yes, yes, pink. I guess I’ll never know a person who’s more pink than you. TOO PINK IT HURTS MY EYES XD. Haiz even though we only have like 10 minutes together in the morning it’s usually been a well spent 10 minutes…o.O (?) 别对你弟这么无情吧…以后还是帮帮他吧 (: . And don’t worry about your sister SHE’S LEAVING SOON XD!!!

WOW: …别当贵妇了…>.> 下田种菜吧! 跟邦杰一起学做农! (: 还是算了. 我怕等下我吃的食物被下毒了  (这人真的很找打XD, 当你打不到我. 因为我飞很远了XDDDDDDD) 功课以后要加油闹, 别一回家就睡…要不然老是搞到十二点多…多睡觉! 豆豆就没了!!!! <3

LAM KA CHUN ET ALBERTA ET KC and justin (your name is puny cuz the other two are way more awesome JAKAY JOOSTIN (: (:

KA CHEEEEEE (: ALBERTAAAA *-* JOOOSTAIN $o$ KA CHEEEEE T. T ALBERTAAAA @.@ JOOOSTAIN .o. KA CHEEEEE >0< ALBERTAAA o.O JOOSTAIN <.> AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST KCCCCCCCCCCCCCC (: !!! I WILL NEVER LET U TAKE VICTOR OR RICHARD OR ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS CUZ I THEY’RE MINEEE (: AND ALBERT. STOP CHEATING ON CARSON. BONNIE’S MINE ANYWAY. YOU CAN LEAVE HER AND BE HAPPY WITH CARSON (: Or. You can be like that time in siew’s class when siew went “MIN SOO STOP TOUCHING IKSEON” and min soo going “Nono, I was touching myself.” (: you can touch yourself albert. And leave MY Carson alone (:. I’m the only one allowed to touch him (o.O…?) KC THAT LION WAS REAL U NOB (: gosh all the times trying to stare you down (: never worked orz. Becuz you either have some alien power that manipulates you to open ur eyes so dang big and scary because of that scar. And because you’re going to SWITZERLAND (I think. Or germany?) I will give you an awesome phrase right here: HOZEN ----! (: you get what I mean) JOOSTAIN. Yeah. After that day at your place. I have soooo much praise for you now. Like really. Ever since your sisters. OK, I will now once again tell you how we met. In geometry class Carson brought you along and we dragged you to lunch with us (: HOW AWESOME IS THAT YOU NEED TO THANK ME (((((: Haiz all you guys have given me so much laughter these years I don’t know where to start (:. I’ll miss all the fun times we had at carson’s place, the time when we spied on tin tin them through albert’s window XD, kc’s crazy RO playing (you guys all know about (:) and Justin…’s sisters ok no. ANYWAY (: what I want you guys to know is I love all of you guys very much (:

WOW: ß “hint hint nudge nudge to kc” KC: STOP PLAYING WOW (: ALBERT: U MESS WITH BONNIE UR MESSING WITH ME NOB. KA CHE: LET’S PLAY MS! XDDDD AND REMEMBER TO GIMME 70% OF YOUR HONG BAO WHEN YOU GET THEM btw Carson copy paste this for albert please cuz that nub doesn’t have fb ((((: JUSTIN: DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR SISTERS XD

Tinx2:

OK. We either met during French, or the overnighter. I don’t remember which one. It’s been awesome in sixth grade. We drifted apart after that, but ninth grade was cool (:. Haiz I really have nothing to say about your foot = =. JUST GET IT FIXED PLEASE (:. I’ll miss your daily complaints on anything possible and those “OMG I HATE FRENCH” moments in class. And those VERY FEW like smaller than 0.000000000000000001% when you owned me (:. But that’s never going to happen again (:

WOW: STOP COMPLAINING (: LA FIN.

IHN:

You have your card (:. And my awesome yearbook page (: Thus I won’t write anymore (I KNOW WHAT YOU’RE THINKING: GOSH SO LAZY JEAN) but I love you <3

WOW: MSN ME IF THAT PERSON WHO I AM NOT GOING TO NAME ALBERT HURTS YOU. IF HE TOUCHES YOU SCREAM PLEASE. IF HE DOES ANYTHING TO YOU SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. AND I WILL COME TO SAVE YOU (: BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE <3

江:

You’ll have your supplement (: and that’s enough writing from me for now because I’ve squashed my brain juices dry. If I ever think of anything more from my real crappy memory, I’ll email it to you, and you can write it on your supplement ((((: I love you <3

Jon:

Yes. I can’t believe I even wrote your name here. But everything I wanted to say is on your yearbook (: but I’ll add a bit here. Thanks for starting me on the magic tricks (: I really appreciate it (((((((((:

That’s it for now (: and when I remember more people, I’ll ad you guys in (((: I love you guys <3.